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sometimes it goes too far, they say

I feel empty.
It feels like a good story has come to an end.
As if I've read the last chapter of a book I only borrowed.
It is time to return it now. It was never mine...

...and it feels so bloody good!

I feel free.
I feel excited.

Now it's finally time for me to create my own book.
No one can make my decision.
Everything is up to me.

My time has finally come!
And it feels so damn good.

2011-12-19 @ 13:53:01 Permalink Emikos thoughts Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

don't ever let it end

2011-12-17 @ 08:25:57 Permalink Pics Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Wish me good luck

2011-12-15 @ 07:58:20 Permalink Pics Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

I lost myself. And now I need to find myself again. Tell me, do I end up happy?

I'm nervous.

Pathetic, yes I know.

I want to run away. From this. From myself.

But that wouldn't be good enough.

If I run, I lose. If I fight, I win.

The choice is pretty obvious, right?

But why do I feel so weak?

I wish I could stop the time.

And be alone for a while.

If I could, I would find a solution.

I'm sure.

I'm nervous.

Pathetic, yes I know.

I want to run away. From this. From myself.

But that wouldn't be good enough.

If I run, I lose. If I fight, I win.

The choice is pretty obvious, right?

But why do I feel so weak?

I wish I could stop the time.

And be alone for a while.

If I could, I would find a solution.

I'm sure.

2011-12-15 @ 07:56:23 Permalink Emikos thoughts Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Study Tuesday

2011-12-13 @ 13:33:52 Permalink Pics Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Wow...

Wow..

Are there still people out there who reads my blog?

Well my life is up side down. Christmas is on it's way and both my job and school will soon reach the ending. It feels good. I'm tired to death.

Some personal stuff takes a lot of my energy. The most awful feeling is hopelessness. And "I can't do a damn thing about this"-feeling. Powerlessness.

Well well, I thing my blog need to come up to the light again.

So here I am again.

Are there still people out there who reads my blog?

Well my life is up side down. Christmas is on it's way and both my job and school will soon reach the ending. It feels good. I'm tired to death.

Some personal stuff takes a lot of my energy. The most awful feeling is hopelessness. And "I can't do a damn thing about this"-feeling. Powerlessness.

Well well, I thing my blog need to come up to the light again.

So here I am again.

2011-12-13 @ 13:28:56 Permalink Emikos thoughts Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()