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It brought me back to life!

Today I will also introduce you to a new symbol of Emiko.

As you probably already have understood is this one of my rare moments when I honestly and truly speak about myself.

Last time I told you about about the cat. How I resemble a cat in my way to act. This time will be a little difference. I will tell you about a thing that are very precious to me.

Music.

I guess it's pretty plain and boring to read about how much a person loves music. And yeah, I can agree wiht that. But I don't care. I really burn for it. I just have to tell the world how much I love music and how much it means for me. Well, lets take it from the begining.

When I still was young I was a very complicated and confused girl. And I honestly don't know how it ended up like that. Anyway, I felt that nobody in this horrible world could understand me. It was nobody. I had nobody. I was a nobody.

Well... I guess you can say that my life was one hell of a mess. cliché

I stopped eating and I didn't go to school. I slept during the day and was awake at night. In the end I got sick, and yeah, lots of things happend...

It was music that took me back to life again. And I can't imagine who I would be now if the music didn't healed my soul. Maybe I would have been.. dead. Gosh, I don't want to think about it!

I love music. It makes me calm and sometimes it helps me to think and make right decisions.

Today I will also introduce you to a new symbol of Emiko.

As you probably already have understood is this one of my rare moments when I honestly and truly speak about myself.
Last time I told you about the cat. How I resemble a cat in my way to act. This time will be a little difference. I will tell you about a thing that is very precious to me.

Music.

I guess it's pretty plain and boring to read about how much a person loves music. And yeah, I can agree with that. But I don't care. I just have to tell the world how much I love music and how much it means for me. Well, let’s take it from the beginning.

When I still was young I was a very complicated and confused girl. And I honestly don't know how it ended up like that. Anyway, I felt that nobody in this horrible world could understand me. It was nobody. I had nobody. I was a nobody.

Well... I guess you can say that my life was one hell of a mess.

I stopped eating and I didn't go to school. I slept during the day and was awake at night. In the end I got sick, and yeah, lots of things happened after that...

It was music that took me back to life again. And I can't imagine who I would be now if the music didn't heal my soul. Maybe I would have been... dead. Gosh, I don't want to think about it!

Music makes me calm and sometimes it helps me to think and make right decisions.
I... I can't make you understand how gratefully I am.

It’s thanks to the music that I love this world and myself. That I’m able to live and love.
I just can put it in very simple but powerful terms;
I love Music.

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2011-05-30 @ 21:03:49 Permalink Symbols of Emiko Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Shh, everyone! Sensei's here!

Hello everyone! Me, Emiko, will be your sensei (teacher) for a while. Like you already know, I really like Japan. I'm in progress to learn the language. So far I just can say basic stuff. But I can count to one hundred very well! And today I will try teach you people to count to ten! ^-^ Does it sound fun? Well, I think so at least!

Lets start then!
One - Ichi
Two - Ni
Three - San
Four - Shi/Yon
Five - Go
Six - Roku
Seven - Nana/Shichi
Eight - Hachi
Nine - Kyu
Ten - Ju

It can be difficult to get the right sound. Therefore, I recommend you to watch a video from youtube, then you can hear how it sounds. Don't worry about number four or seven. It's up to you if you want to say shi or yon, shishi or nana. I perfere yon, because then I dont mix it up whit shichi. Yon and shishi is the chinese word for four and seven (if i remember right). Much of the Japanese language comes from China. This is the kanji for the numbers ichi to ju.

Now you have to practice! ^-^ Next time I will show you how to count from 10 to 20. The Japaneese way to count is a little bit alike the swedish way. Hope you look forward to it!
See ya ~

2011-05-27 @ 10:34:19 Permalink Japan Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

A stone among diamonds

Sometimes I get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could.

I'm just a stone among diamonds.

But one thing I know for sure.

You will never find someone who will love you more than I do.

Sometimes I get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could.

I'm just a stone among diamonds.

But one thing I know for sure.

You will never find someone who will love you more than I do.

2011-05-27 @ 07:05:24 Permalink Poems Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

I promise to do all I can

just let me be your one and only

2011-05-25 @ 18:30:05 Permalink Poems Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

You have suffered enough

You do have a hopefull voice.

Keep it. Please, keep it that way.

Soon you will be fine again.

You have suffered enough.

You warred with yourself.

It's time that you won.

2011-05-20 @ 07:29:12 Permalink Poems Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

That should be me

Just tell me that you don't love me.

Tell me that you don't feel the same as I do.

Then I let you be. Yeah, I promise to let you go.

It hurts to know that you wiht some one else when you should be wiht me.

Ofcourse it's hard to accept taht I can't be around.

But I will let you be. Cause' you got your own life.

Just tell me that you don't love me.

Tell me that you don't feel the same as I do.

Then I let you be. Yeah, I promise to let you go.

It hurts to know that you wiht some one else when you should be wiht me.

Ofcourse it's hard to accept taht I can't be around.

But I will let you be. Cause' you got your own life.

2011-05-19 @ 07:32:19 Permalink Poems Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Juicebox

this is the part when we say we're in love

and the part where we have our first kiss

2011-05-16 @ 21:21:32 Permalink Music Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Hi, Emiko here

I don't really know what to say. However, the job is good and life flows on. There is nothing to complain about.

But I don't know. It feels like I'm stuck in time. It feels like something is missing. Something inside me has disappeared, and I can't understand what it is. What's gone? Where has it gone? When will it return? Will it ever return?

My blog is not updated as often as before. I suppose, that it makes no sense to you. But it's sad. At least for me. I love to write, but I have nothing to write. I have no words left. I have feelings that want to be written, but the words are gone. Everything is gone. I feel lonely. As if I have been left behind.

I suppose that's all I can do is wait.

2011-05-11 @ 09:58:32 Permalink Emikos thoughts Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

this is just the way it is with me

I've ended up somewhere I don't wanna be.

The roads are dusty. The sun doesn't shine here.

I will miss you tomorrow instead.

Today, I can only think about myself.

2011-05-10 @ 21:05:24 Permalink Poems Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

But I need you

I'm sorry and thank you for loving me.

But please.

Try to understand. I just... can't.

I'm sorry and thank you for loving me.

But please.

Try to understand me. I just... can't.

2011-05-09 @ 16:47:54 Permalink Poems Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

I love spring the most

- Do you know what happend when snow melts?

- Well.. it turns to water?

- Wrong!

- Huh?

- Spring. The spring comes.
No matter how cold it is now, or how difficult things are, spring will come for sure.
Amazing, isn't it?
Snow always melts away.
Always.

Do you know what happened when the snow melts?

Well.. it turns to water?

Wrong!

Huh?

Spring. The spring comes. No matter how cold it is now, spring will come for sure. Amazing, isn't it? Snow always melts away. Always.

I love spring the most.

(The conversation is not mine. It comes from a manga called Fruits Basket.)

2011-05-04 @ 13:19:06 Permalink Poems Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Dear Unknown-san

I'd really like to make you happy.
So please, let me help you.

Everyone deserves to be treated with care.
And I'm willing to walk the dark paths - together with you.

I'm here to take your pain away.
I'm here to put an end to this.
So, what's your name, unknown-san?

2011-05-03 @ 12:57:47 Permalink Poems Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Why didn’t the world end together wiht you?

No matter if it’s a parent, teacher, people who are geniuses, children or an adult.

Me or you.

We are just human beings who are not needed in this world.

Nno matter who dies, the world won’t actually worry about it.

It still continues like normal, dawn and dusk.. this world… doesn’t need anyone’s existence.

But I really wish that the world would make an exception for you.

2011-05-02 @ 21:41:37 Permalink Poems Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Because we live and we die

Life is now, so let's try.

2011-05-01 @ 11:07:57 Permalink Poems Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()