You have to face it.
Things never went as you wanted.
You never wanted this.
And I know it's fun to pretend. But you have to face it.

You got problems huge as mountains. But you never tell anyone about them. You smile, smile and happily tell everyone that you are okay.

But one day even you will drown in life. One day, your defence will pass away by a person who can se right through you. He will ask you whats wrong. And you will cry. You will cry and ask how he could se it. Your anxiety.